Saturday, July 4, 2009

The day my life changed :)

I was heading over to the L&D at 8:00pm to be there for my scheduled induction at 9:00pm. The weather was really weird, it was cloudy, windy and rainy! Before I headed out though, Ma came over so she could come with me and my sister came to wish me luck. We hugged and she went home. Look at those clouds...nasty huh?! So I get to L&D and well, they admit me and stuff...then they stick me with the IV auuughh that part sucked because they were using the new kind that was made of rubber so it hurt twice as much going in!

They gave me some Cervadil at 10pm....nothing! Then around 8 am they started up the Pitocin...the contractions came on, not as strong. They came and checked me regularly and I was only at 3cm dilated. However, the baby's heart was plunging in and out and they were worried about that. So they came and broke my water which HURT!!! Then here came the even stronger contactions! I wasnt given an epidural until 12 noon. Around 3:30pm on 6/30 my Dr comes in and says "We need to do a C-Section, seems like her cord is wrapped around her neck" He freaked me out because I was worried about her!

At 3:54pm on 6/30/09, my life changed...it changed in a way that words cant even explain. After so many years of trying, my husband hands me over my sweet little girl. I kiss her and cant even believe this is real...she is so warm and adorable and she is mine! This is the little person who would keep me up at nigh kicking me and tugging at me..LOL. She is the little monkey who would go crazy in my belly when she would hear her daddys voice. She is the one that has my heart and has totally changed my life. I just can not see myself loving anyone as much as I love her. I hold her in my arms and its still so unreal to me! But its true & its real and God gave ME this honor. I will try to be the best mom possible to my daughter, try to teach her good, and try and be at least close to how awesome my mom is. She has been brought in to a family who has waited for her for years! Welcome home my angel pie! I love you so much!